Mothers know best, listen to your mumzy.

What I would do with out this woman I'm not sure. She seriously knows what to say and how to say it. LOVE HER!

Living on the edge.

Seeing as my life consists of work and... work. I have nothing exciting to post. My poor mom is probably worrying for nothing. Anyways here is the month of June according to my phone.

One of the very few FHE's Mer and I went to was a talent show and a guy fire danced!

We see the craziest things at Disney

I bother tubby a lot

Hat parade!

We went to Denny's the other night and two guys ran out on their check!

It was a very entertaining evening.

When Meredith and Adam go to bed I usually watch netflix or conference talks (sunday there was a special broadcast though)

I'm gonna make this place your home.

Tonight was the night, I got my mission call. Can I say that this journey of the pre-mission call is fun but man am I glad it's over. Ive been preparing for this day for a couple of months and I don't think I was at all prepared to feel the way I do.I am so overwhelmed with the love of my Heavenly Father. I know that this calling was and is for me, I can feel it and I am so excited to serve the people in San Salvador. As soon as I saw(I cheated and totally peaked) the words El Salvador My heart dropped. But when I read them out loud how musical they sounded to me. I am so scared and so excited to serve Him. I feel inadequate for this call but I know that on that black name tag His name will be right next to mine. What ever I cannot fill, He will fill the rest. So I will be serving as a missionary of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and will be bringing the People of San Salvador to Christ and sharing with them the restored gospel. How truly grateful I am for this opportunity. (El Salvador San Salvador East Mission) I report October 16th and will be going to the Mexico MTC.

Growing

Today I found my self reminiscing through my senior year pictures. I can remember feeling on top of the world. I had the best friends a girl could ask for, an awesome internship for the summer, and the big step of "moving out" was on its way. Then I think about that summer after high school; what short period of time, yet everything changed. I was no longer on top of the world, my internship kicked my butt and best friends weren't real friends at all. That summer I changed and I gained a new friend, one that would never leave me, who listened like no other, and who guided me back to the iron rod. I am so grateful for that summer because I learned who my Savior was and I gained a strong relationship with my Heavenly Father. How grateful I am to be who I am now. I look back and see how much I have grown, but I could have never done it alone. Thank you.

Florida

It is so different here. When I first got here I was a little in shock. But as time goes on I think I am getting used to it. The first few weeks were filled with getting ready to start work and a lot of down time but having to go to Disney for training helped me regain sanity by giving me something to do. Saturday will be my first official day of work (not training), I am really excited to start and just have productive days. BUGS.... I feel like there are so many bugs here, I'm sure there are just as many at home but, holy cow its like all these bugs are new!! I swear all the bugs I have seen here, I have never seen at home before, I think that's why they creep me out so much. Oh and its like lizard galore here! SERIOUSLY I can count on seeing at least one lizard everyday here. My goal was to hold one but I'm not sure that's gonna happen. Today I was able to touch one and just about crapped my pants when he moved away. I need to work on not being a pansy. I have had a lot of fun here too, I have gone to a lot of Disney and have had little adventures with the Dickson's. Like me and Meredith went on a dive in the second biggest aquarium in the world. (Not everyone can say that right?) It was so FUN! Meredith s dad found a shark tooth at the bottom floor and we all were feet away from a real life shark! I'm partly in so I know there is more to come, so to more adventures I go. *Thanks Cricket for being such a sport and taking pictures with and of me, YOUR THEEE BEEST ;D

So when this is over don't blow your composure.

My stake president and I talked about having my papers in by the 13th but I never heard a word from him. I found out there was a death in his family and began feeling selfish for being a little upset. But I couldn't help it! I was still SOOO eager to know if they had gone in. I waited a few days and then gave in to my temptation and sent and email asking if things were sent in as planned. Four days went by of me constantly checking my email (seriously I checked so much that my email became a favorite page on Firefox)OBSESSIVE MUCH? But tonight I got an email and man it was discouraging and vague it read "Your application should be submitted this week. Thanks!" All that came to mind was WHAT THE HECK!!! First I was sad because the hope of my papers already being in was crushed and there wasn't a date, when were they going to be submitted? What day this week? I pushed it out of my mind. If you don't think about it then it doesn't exist right? ya SO WRONG! It was weighing on me and I really was just feeling so tired of waiting. After a forced workout my phone rang (seriously it was like clock work) I didn't recognize the number but it was 916 (Sacramento) so I answered. On the other end of the phone was my stake president! We talked for a bit about plans and maybe waiting even longer (NOOO!!) But at the end of our conversation he said that if it was okay with me that he would send them in tonight, then and there. His words truly brought me relief and joy. I no longer have to wait. I feel like the hardest challenge I had through this process is being patient, and boy did I fail at passing that test. I am so happy though, this decision is really the best decision I have made in my life. I can feel it in my bones, I can feel the confirmation of the spirit telling me that this is so. I cannot wait to share the gospel and all the joy and blessings that it brings me. *sigh* Today has been good but tonight has been the best.

The Scottish Games

My last weekend home I was able to go to the Scottish games for the first time since 3 years. My parents where married there so every summer after that it was our family tradition to go. I loved it growing up! Tons of music, food, shopping and crazy Americans wishing they were really in Scotland. The P's and I really enjoy this band called Wicked tinkers (weird I know). Anyways we knew we couldn't miss their show so at last I was able to enjoy one of their concerts again. One thing that sucked about the games though, was not dancing. My legs yearned to move as I was watching my friends compete; I really miss dancing. Hmm it was a great weekend, and man do I already miss my mom and dad. But im sure they miss me more ;D

I lost one of my bestfriends, but to a great man.

One of my best friends got married last month( so weird to think) but hes SUCH a good guy. Heck I wonder how he's going to deal with her she can be a little (i lied ALOT) crazy. Sabrina has been a close friend of mine since I've joined the church, and I have been able to talk to her about almost everything good and bad. Although I have been her best friend forever; she found someone better (that's hard to find), that is so kind and loving to replace me. I'm so happy for her and I am so glad that I was able to be there on their big day. I wish so much happiness to them. "while marriage is difficult, and discordant and frustrated marriages are common, yet real, lasting happiness is possible, and marriage can be more an exultant ecstasy than the human mind can conceive.

DUNZO! =D

Nuff said...

I live for projects

So being in school its kinda hard to have projects and be crafty but since I've been home I've been making up for it. My parents just moved to a bigger apartment (hello guest bedroom!) so there walls look bare. You would think they have no kids or something. so.... since my mom knows I have an obsession with photo collages she gave me the project. HECK YES! I'm sure she passed it to me so she wouldn't have to but hey, ill take it. Anyways, I finished this beauty today and will be working on the rest of the hallway after all the wedding mumbo jumbo. The home life is good, why did I even leave to go to college? Oh ya! to get "Tmart"

This New Journey

I have been home for a day and a have and man has it been GREAT! I seriously have missed this California sun!!!!! (and the P's of course!) Today I got an e-mail from my bishop WOOHOO and my papers are officially opened!!!!!!! I really can't believe this is happening. I have seriously been so emotional all day, on the verge of crying over the stupidest things. story time: Earlier I was petting willie (my cute pooch) and I was thinking "man he is like the best dog EVER". I swear there was like a little montage of the years we had him and then my eyes got watery... One word...PATHETIC I have been keeping my composure though because my mom thinks I am a pansy. She called me emotional (hmm...ill show you!)

Sweet Serendipity

This weekend i was able to visit my brothers for Easter. It was seriously so fun and so relaxing. One thing i hate about visiting them is I realize how much I have missed them when I am with them. I tend to get a little sappy, giving lots of hugs and kisses. Can i just say that my brothers are seriously wonderful. Actually my family in general is just wonderful. My parents have seriously raised us to love each other and to be there for support. Its crazy looking at life and thinking how grown up we are. I think back and wonder how it is we got here? I am so grateful for my family and how much I have been blessed.

Temple Marriage

"If you want something to last forever, you treat it differently. You shield it and protect it. You never abuse it. You don’t expose it to the elements. You don’t make it common or ordinary. If it ever becomes tarnished, you lovingly polish it until it gleams like new. It becomes special because you have made it so, and it grows more beautiful and precious as time goes by." In my developmental psychology class we have been talking about divorce and one thing my teacher share with us was this.

Spirtitual Promptings

Seriously, spiritual promptings kick my trash I am always scared of making decisions because i feel that i can never read the whispers. I always question myself, i wonder if it is really a prompting or am i just being dumb. My roommate and i were talking about this and i shared my concern and how i wish and need to grow in this. She shared a scripture with me, Moroni 7:16 16 For behold, the Spirit of Christ is given to every bman, that he may know good from evil; wherefore, I show unto you the way to judge; for every thing which inviteth to do good, and to persuade to believe in Christ, is sent forth by the power and gift of Christ; wherefore ye may know with a perfect knowledge it is of God. After reading this i feel a lot better. Promptings are ANYTHING that is good whether it be big or small. Any feeling of doing good is of the spirit. My new goal now is to act on every prompting of good.

No Longer applicable

So I have been debating a mission for the past few months and I have decided. I will not be going. Weirdly I am happy because my mind is at rest. Sunday I was in missionary prep and one of the teachers was talking about women missionaries and how for men they have to go and women don't. I knew that already but when he said it I just had this thought of not going on a mission and it was like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. I know I want to be a missionary but I don't have to serve a mission to be one. I think that I am going to keep going to mission prep and use all that is said to become a missionary now and share with friends and family the blessing of the gospel. (deep breathe) I've made the decision... and it feels good.

The good mad... What more should i say?

Listen children, Don't give up on this world were livin in An endless chorus or beepin, countless digits Were prayin to god from these holes that were digin Oh I get get that it's all cataclysmic and someday we'll fall What good is a warning? Like old men before me, I'll rise up and meet the road. I have no fear of the crash of the tumblin market Why bother saving with holes in my pockets It's all a relic someday, We can not look back and wonder what money paid for.

The p's

Holy cow have I been blessed with AMAZING parents. I couldn't have asked for better ones. They are the funniest, craziest, most weirdest people ever and I love em! :)