We will be together forever someday

Tonight i went and saw forgotten Christmas carol. Can i just say that it was truly amazing. I felt the spirit SO strong, it was an amazing show with seriously talented singers ans actors. It made me get into the Christmas spirit so much more. I am seriously excited for this Christmas season to be with my family again and to celebrate the birth and life of Christ. In the last part of the show Micheal McLean made every one recite "we will be together forever, someday." He then made us sing it again after telling us to think of someone that is not here with us; whether it be someone on a mission or in another state or on the other side of the veil. He said that (he believes) that those we sing for wherever they may be can feel it when we sing for them. Tonight while singing these precious words i thought of my grandma. I miss her so mush but i know we "will be together forever someday" Tonight made me grateful for how blessed i am to know that families are forever. I just love the gospel and i love that my heavenly father loves me enough to think of the simplest things to make me happy. The miss i feel for my grandma is big but i know when i return to my Father again i know it will be grand. I am thankful for Christ and suffering for me and relating to me by feeling my pain. AHHH Christmas time just makes me so happy and so grateful for all the things i have been blessed with from God and Christ. Here is a song from the play that i really liked; if anybody gets the chance to see the play i highly recommend it it's sooo good. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OCbrmRmoQ_M&feature=relmfu

I love the scriptures

Do you ever re-find scriptures, and love them just as much as you did the first time? DOCTRINE AND COVENANTS 112 10 Be thou humble; and the Lord thy God shall lead thee by the hand, and give thee answer to thy prayers. hum·ble: Having or showing a modest or low estimate of one's own importance.

If its the lords way.

For the past few weeks i have been so stressed out. Wondering how i would serve a mission. What would i do with school? How would i pay for it? Is it truly right? I seriously wanted all these things to work out and just feel it was right but it didn't. Today in mission prep i didn't feel comfort of "yes this is what you need to do" so i called my brother and after readying my patriarchal blessing i just feel like now is not the time for me to go. Maybe i will go in the future but as of right now i feel like it's not the right time for a mission. I wish i this wasn't the answer i got but i now feel at peace with myself. I know that even though i am not on my mission now doesn't mean i can't serve the Lord.