If its the lords way.

For the past few weeks i have been so stressed out. Wondering how i would serve a mission. What would i do with school? How would i pay for it? Is it truly right? I seriously wanted all these things to work out and just feel it was right but it didn't. Today in mission prep i didn't feel comfort of "yes this is what you need to do" so i called my brother and after readying my patriarchal blessing i just feel like now is not the time for me to go. Maybe i will go in the future but as of right now i feel like it's not the right time for a mission. I wish i this wasn't the answer i got but i now feel at peace with myself. I know that even though i am not on my mission now doesn't mean i can't serve the Lord.